Hi all - This is Terah,
I got discharged today and it is nice to be home and with Eliza. However, I have a terrible ache in my heart leaving Ava there. I know she is well taken care of - I just feel I'm missing that bonding time and I want so much to hold her. Last night, her nurse had me help her take her blood pressure and change her diaper. It was great to feel involved in her care if just for a short time. But we will go visit her tomorrow.
Eliza loves her - She visited her and said "how cute!" and "I love you baby Ava." Today when we got home she took me Ava's room and said "baby Ava's room" "where'd she go?" It was so sweet - a lil sad though.
But on a happy note she is breathing on her own, and her head gear is off! So we can actually see her face now - which is beautiful.
I am thankful for my two sweet little girls - I feel very blessed. Thanks again all, We love ya!!!